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  Contents

  Title Page

  Dear Reader …

  Also by Robert Muchamore

  Part One

  Walter J Freeman Adolescent Mental Health Unit – East Grinstead, UK

  One: One Year Earlier: St Gilda’s High School – Akure, Nigeria

  Two: Disused Mr Carpet warehouse – Leighton Buzzard, UK

  Three

  Four

  Five

  Six

  Seven

  Eight

  Nine: Ondo State Governor’s Mansion – Akure, Nigeria

  Ten

  Eleven

  Part Two: Two Weeks Later

  Twelve

  Thirteen

  Fourteen

  Fifteen

  Sixteen

  Seventeen

  Eighteen

  Nineteen

  Twenty

  Twenty-One

  Twenty-Two

  Twenty-Three

  Twenty-Four

  Twenty-Five

  Twenty-Six

  Twenty-Seven

  Twenty-Eight

  Twenty-Nine

  Thirty

  Thirty-One

  Thirty-Two

  Thirty-Three

  Thirty-Four

  Thirty-Five

  Thirty-Six

  Thirty-Seven

  Thirty-Eight

  Part Three

  Walter J. Freeman Adolescent Mental Health Unit – East Grinstead, UK

  Thirty-Nine: Six Months Earlier: Dormansland Hall Boarding School – Sussex, UK

  Forty

  Forty-One

  Forty-Two

  Forty-Three

  Forty-Four

  Forty-Five

  Forty-Six

  Forty-Seven

  Forty-Eight

  Forty-Nine

  Fifty

  Fifty-One

  Fifty-Two

  Fifty-Three

  Fifty-Four

  Part Four

  Fifty-Five: Walter J. Freeman Adolescent Mental Health Unit – East Grinstead, UK

  Fifty-Six

  Fifty-Seven

  Fifty-Eight

  Fifty-Nine

  Sixty

  Sixty-One

  Sixty-Two

  Sixty-Three

  Sixty-Four

  Sixty-Five

  Sixty-Six

  Sixty-Seven

  Sixty-Eight

  Sixty-Nine

  Seventy

  Seventy-One

  Seventy-Two

  Seventy-Three

  Epilogue: The British Museum – London, UK

  Have you read KILLER T?

  Copyright

  Dear Reader,

  In 2012 I was forty years old. I was an author who had topped bestseller lists in six countries, I’d just moved into my dream house and achieved most of my life goals but felt so miserable that I tried to kill myself.

  I wound up spending three months in a psychiatric hospital. I met my characters Georgia and Julius there, or at least troubled but brilliant teenagers who were very much like them.

  In group therapy I listened to their stories of adult betrayal, crippling academic expectations and, above all else, the way these young adults wanted to be good people but didn’t know how.

  When I left hospital I wanted to write about my experience and the people I’d met, but it took me five years to figure out how to find a way. The result is Arctic Zoo, a book about two teens who meet in a mental health unit and want to make a difference in a world where there are a lot more questions than answers.

  I hope you enjoy reading it!

  Robert Muchamore

  ALSO BY ROBERT MUCHAMORE

  KILLER T

  CHERUB

  HENDERSON’S BOYS

  ROCK WAR

  ROBIN HOOD – COMING IN 2020

  PART ONE

  Walter J Freeman Adolescent Mental Health Unit – East Grinstead, UK

  Georgia Pack tilted on the back legs of a plastic stacking chair, curling socked toes into the therapy room’s grungy turquoise carpet. Her eyes scanned the ceiling tiles as she tuned out, letting Henry’s voice merge with the rattling air con.

  Georgia was fifteen and she’d been on the unit long enough to know things. Like the knack for opening the jammed dryer in the laundry room and that Monday night’s Quorn Bolognese was best avoided. On weekdays, patients who weren’t psychotic or sedated had group therapy. Georgia shared the circle of chairs with four fellow teens and a slight Indian therapist named Tanvi.

  Henry dominated the therapy session. Seventeen and pretty. Floppy hair, stout legs. Canterbury training pants tucked into striped rugby socks. His posh accent and machine-gun laugh were everywhere on the unit, carrying up stairwells and booming in the dining room. Georgia even heard blasts of Henry from the smokers’ patio if she opened the window in her room to shift the unit’s hot, dead air.

  At thirteen, Ross was the youngest patient in the unit. He sat fidgeting with a stick of lip balm and nodding approval at every word out of Henry’s mouth. Laura was a shy new arrival, with elastic bandage up the arm she’d gouged when she tried to kill herself three nights earlier. The last patient in the group was Georgia’s friend Alex. Broad-shouldered, with the number nine peeling off the back of an old Newcastle United shirt.

  Georgia knew something was up with Alex. She liked to spar with Henry in group, but today her friend had let him grind on, ignoring obvious chances to swat his ego.

  ‘Our au pair drove all the bloody way from Hertfordshire with my Xbox,’ Henry ranted, growing more irate with every sentence. ‘I set up a death match with my buddies in the rec room. Then Keith the nurse strides in. Sees my HDMI lead going from the Xbox to the telly on the wall and tells us it’s too long.

  ‘I know we’re not allowed to have long cables so us loons can’t neck ourselves. But he wanted to take it right there, with the three of us mid-tournament. I said I’d hand the cable in at the nurses’ station when we’d finished playing and get our au pair to bring a shorter cable …’

  Tanvi the therapist made a stop-talking gesture. Then spoke with a lisp that made sss come out like thh.

  ‘This is where you lost your temper and there was an incident?’

  ‘I hardly lotht my temper,’ Henry mocked, sitting up defensively and tucking his feet under the chair. ‘Keith tried to yank my Xbox cable. I pushed him away and he tripped on the stack of board games. Keith charged back to the nurses’ station and made a tiny incident into this huge thing. The night manager came out, saying she was locking the rec room, and made us all go back to our rooms …’

  ‘Let’s pause there,’ Tanvi interrupted. ‘Henry has issues with impulse control and this is a good opportunity to discuss techniques that could have stopped a situation from escalating.’

  Georgia cringed at Tanvi calling Henry’s problem impulse control. ‘Nasty thug’ felt more truthful.

  Henry’s story was known around the unit. He’d been dumped by his boarding-school girlfriend. A couple of months later, he’d seen her kissing a music student at a house party. Henry sucker-punched the student, shoved him down a flight of stairs and stomped his head into a four-day coma.

  Any ordinary brat would have bounced to jail, but Henry’s daddy found a fancy lawyer, who paid an even fancier psychiatrist to write a report, claiming that Henry had cognitive issues and had been suffering from depression, which led to his outburst of ‘uncharacteristic behaviour’.

  So Henry got to spend nine months at the Freeman Unit, bleating about his Xbox getting confiscated, instead of three years in young offenders with lads whose parents didn’t own three houses and a sixteen-metre racing yacht.

  ‘What behavioural technique could Henry have used to help control his anger?’ Ta
nvi asked the five patients.

  Ross broke a moment’s silence. ‘That thought, feeling, behaviour, triangle thingy?’ he guessed, keen to please.

  Tanvi shook her head. ‘The cognitive triangle is used to understand how our feelings affect our behaviour. I’m talking about a specific technique that I mentioned earlier in this session …’

  Ross blurted when he got it. ‘Transposition. Like, when before reacting, you try to put yourself in the other person’s shoes.’

  ‘Brilliant, Ross,’ Tanvi said brightly. ‘Henry, instead of jumping straight to anger, try to imagine Keith’s position. When a nurse in a mental health facility walks into a room and sees a length of cable that a patient might use to harm themselves, what might they be thinking?’

  ‘Keith is only a student nurse,’ Ross said, lapping up the therapist’s approval. ‘He’s probably scared about losing his job or getting in trouble with management.’

  Georgia nodded supportively. ‘The nurses work twelve-hour shifts. Keith was probably wiped by the time he came in and saw Henry playing video games …’

  Georgia had eight million Instagram followers and a face that had been on magazine covers. Henry couldn’t look down on her so focused his resentment on Ross.

  ‘Why are you against me?’ Henry growled menacingly.

  ‘Henry,’ Tanvi said sternly. Therapists were supposed to stay neutral, but she couldn’t completely hide her irritation. ‘I’m trying to help you deal with anger issues. Please tell me something Keith might have been thinking during the confrontation?’

  Henry didn’t want to play. He folded his arms and his voice went high.

  ‘God!’ he blurted, knee bouncing and knuckles turning white. ‘I feel like everyone in this room is attacking me!’

  Tanvi was about to speak, but Alex finally broke the silence.

  ‘You’re a total drama queen, Henry,’ Alex blurted. ‘Your stupid voice has been drilling into my head for most of the last hour. Nothing is ever your fault. Your au pair brought the wrong clothes, some of the night staff don’t let you have pizza delivered, your Xbox, blah, blah, blah … And the second someone disagrees or challenges, you claim we’re attacking you.’

  Tanvi made a simmer-down gesture to Alex. ‘It’s good to finally hear you contribute, Alex, but you know the group rules. Remain fully in your seat and make sure comments are constructive, not abusive.’

  Alex moaned with exasperation. ‘Henry almost stamped a guy to death. In the six weeks since I got here, I’ve heard him verbally bully younger patients, like Ross. He’s yelled at nurses and lobbed scrambled eggs at kitchen staff. The point of group therapy is to talk through your problems. But how can that work with a person who can’t handle the slightest suggestion that something might be his own fault?’

  Henry looked at Tanvi, clutching his chest like he’d been shot. ‘Are you going to let her attack me like that?’

  Tanvi paused for a deep breath, stressed but projecting calm. ‘Alex’s tone could be less aggressive, but she’s raised an interesting point about how we need to examine ourselves honestly to benefit from group therapy.’

  ‘I’m stuck in this place, aren’t I?’ Henry spat. ‘I got expelled from one of the best schools in the country. Am I not being punished?’

  Alex tutted and grabbed her hair. ‘I’ve been in young offenders. This place is a Holiday Inn by comparison.’

  ‘Why should I justify myself to a girl who smoked crack when she was twelve?’ Henry blurted.

  Georgia shot up and yelled, ‘That’s out of order, Henry.’

  Tanvi made two sharp claps, asserting herself before her group got out of control.

  ‘Cool heads,’ she said firmly. ‘Abuse is never acceptable during group work. Settle in your chairs … We only have a few minutes of the session left. Let’s take out the sting with some breathing exercises.’

  ‘I can’t be in a room with that knobhead,’ Alex spat, hooking her fingertips inside the wrecked pair of New Balance under her chair and making for the door. ‘Sorry …’

  ‘We all agreed to abide by the group rules,’ Tanvi pleaded. ‘That includes staying in the room for the full hour.’

  Georgia glowered at Henry, now wearing a triumphant smirk. She didn’t want to stay in the therapy room when she heard Alex smash her palm against the vending machine in the lounge outside. But, unlike Henry, the expensive psychiatrist had yet to write her report on Georgia. She had to toe the line if she wanted to stay out of prison …

  ‘This session is almost over,’ Tanvi said, gesturing Georgia towards the door. ‘Alex probably needs you more than we do.’

  The deserted lounge area had a dozen sofas arranged in rows. Patients did group or addiction therapy in rooms that branched off either side. The coffee and snack machines were against the wall by the main doors and Alex pounded the machine again as Georgia closed in.

  ‘Henry sucks!’ Alex said, eyes glazing as Georgia gave her a hug.

  Georgia knew that something more than Henry was bugging her friend.

  ‘You were so quiet in there,’ Georgia said.

  Alex shrugged as she jabbed the button for hot chocolate. ‘You didn’t have to run out after me. You’ve got your sentencing coming up.’

  ‘At least we beat the queue for drinks,’ Georgia said.

  When the clock hit four, the unit’s teenaged patients would stream out of therapy rooms, checking phones and forming a queue for hot drinks, chocolate bars and McCoy’s crinkle-cut crisps. The Henry types would sprawl over the lounge, flirting and yapping until the kitchen opened for dinner, while the shy and desperate hid in their rooms.

  ‘My stepdad spoke to his insurance company,’ Alex confessed reluctantly as her drink spattered into a cardboard cup. ‘They won’t extend my stay here beyond forty-five days. He can’t afford to pay himself. With my drugs and psychiatrist bills, it’s a thousand quid a day.’

  ‘Sucks here anyway,’ Georgia said, trying to smile but hating that so many kids left the unit when insurance money ran out, instead of when they’d got better. ‘What happened to that NHS programme you applied to?’

  Alex sighed. ‘Dad drove me up for an assessment, but there’s eighty people on the waiting list and I’m low priority since I’ve never tried suicide and I don’t present a danger to the public …’

  ‘They’d let you in if you stabbed Henry,’ Georgia joked darkly as she pushed the button for a caramel latte.

  Before Alex could react, the double doors by the snack machine flew open. One door crashed the wall loudly as a wailing, half-dressed figure burst through.

  ‘I am not to be touched!’ the runner shouted desperately.

  The runner had evidently been dragged out of school, wearing the bottom half of his PE kit and a deckchair-striped school blazer over a bare chest. As he reached a dead end at the far side of the lounge, a burly Spanish nurse named Carlos and the two green-uniformed paramedics charged through the doors in pursuit.

  ‘Julius, calm down, mate,’ one of the paramedics begged in cockney. ‘They’re all right here.’

  ‘Remember our chat in the ambulance?’ the other one added. ‘There’s nothing to fear.’

  Arrivals on the unit were often dramatic. Georgia had seen bodies flopped into their rooms under sedation, sobbers grasping parents, kids withdrawing from heroin wheeled to the addiction ward with puke buckets between their knees. Most common were teens who’d attempted suicide, fresh from the casualty department with neck braces or bloody bandages.

  But overpowering the admissions staff and doing a runner was something new. Julius’s shocked white eyes contrasted with his sweat-beaded black head, as he glanced frantically for an escape route.

  ‘Move aside,’ Julius roared, as Carlos stepped closer. ‘I cannot be here.’

  Julius decided his best chance was back the way he’d come, hurdling sofas and running along cushions.

  Hot chocolate splashed Alex’s jeans as she backed up to the wall. Julius’s head almost touche
d the ceiling as he vaulted between sofas, but Carlos had a plan. The burly nurse didn’t fancy tackling a giant, so he grabbed the base of a sofa, tilting it enough for Julius to lose balance.

  The enormous teenager became a falling tree, and a coffee table splintered under his weight.

  While the paramedics moved cautiously between the furniture, Carlos was fearless, straddling the toppled sofa, then sticking a needle through Julius’s PE shorts.

  Julius still had some fight, despite the sedative in his blood and a gory spear of the coffee table pushed through his cheek.

  ‘Big ones can take another,’ the cockney paramedic suggested as he threw Carlos another syringe.

  Julius managed a rabbit kick as Carlos pulled down his shorts, but the second needle sent him straight to fairyland.

  ‘I’m not paid enough for this …’ Carlos moaned, holding his back as he straightened up.

  Now they felt safe, Alex and Georgia stepped around the sofas to get a better look. Julius was a beached whale, splayed over the collapsed table, with the syringes in his arse still swaying from side to side.

  ONE

  One Year Earlier: St Gilda’s High School – Akure, Nigeria

  The bell had already signalled the end of school. Boys spilled into crisply air-conditioned hallways in white shirts and grey shorts, stripping ties as they headed for home.

  Julius Adebisi was a fourteen-year-old in a hurry, but his class remained trapped behind desks. Their form teacher peered over gold-rimmed sunglasses, speaking with the deliberate authority of a former army officer.

  ‘While I am not averse to members of form 9C using this classroom for study during the lunch period, I do not find it acceptable if I return here to find food wrappings about the place, obscenities on my whiteboard and general disarray of the chairs and tables. If this happens again, my classroom will be locked. Is that understood?’

  A lukewarm groan of yes, sir swept the room.

  Julius jiggled his black shoe as the teacher paused. Come on, come on, come on …

  ‘Class dismissed.’

  Chairs grated the floor. Julius hooked an overstuffed backpack on one shoulder and grabbed the battered shortboard propped against his desk.

  ‘Coming through. Major hurry!’ Julius shouted.